kaina sang lunch break,my natabu nga asta subong wala ko maimagine nga matabu,si dan kag ang iya latest jowa joined us,after reydan meet him kag ginhatag ang june 2007 question..nagpakapal siya nagupod sa amun,sa part ko i find it awkward..ikaw b tubang mo ang ex mo kag jowa ya,it breaks my heart nagpakapal na lang ko,nagtubang ko sa iya kag naghambal ->

me: musta ka na dan?(my voice is kinda shaking,a presence of pain)

dan:gago (moderate natural voice,he keep on looking on his food and eat as if im

not existing)

me:gago?nga a gago haw?

dan:he immediately change the topic as if im a dust  floating into the air

so i go for his jowa who is eating like a anorexic

me: so ikaw gali si nonoy

nonoy: nod like a western monkey

and they continue their boastful conversation leading by dan poral,he has no moral fiber nor shame on his heart.

so i and continue with my talking to ace,cherry,japoy and nang karen as if we own

the 2nd table

the tension is arising,i feel the cold grasp in my neck after a prehistoric of 10 minutes,

they are done with their stomach development,we go back to cap and both them

dissapeared.

the moral lesson:if situation like this you have to control your feeling and go with

the flow of tension,i point my dissapointment to reydan because he lacks of

thinking,thinking because he forgot to think that tension might arise with me and

his cousin because he is the one who asked his cousin to joined us

,and to dan he is bi with less breeding ,he doesnt thinks what his

 jowa might feel and to me,being on that situation its natural to get upset

and burstl like im fireball but its 8 days to go before the board exam,i dont get what he

is trying to prove,if he prove to break my heart,he won but in the end he is only

fooling himself.i dont have to waste thinking about it and to dan i dumped him and its

over for both of us =) this is the end of the rope..i have to let go because i dont have a choice.